Your the only person I trust.
I don't trust myself, I don't trust anyone in Albert Lea, I just don't trust people. I try to, really I do. But its so easily abused and misused for the personal gain of whoever holds this trust.
Trust this and trust that, what is trust anyways?
1. reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.
2. confident expectation of something; hope.
There was like 50 listings on dictionary dot com.
Anyways, trust is security. Now, this is just my opinion, but I am fond of security. I can't stand being at doubt. I could never gamble for the "fun" of it. Or at all really...
Friends seem to flow past me like river water. I grow ever distant from my parents. (This is normal though, as much as I can see) Grades change. Hell, everything changes. Personality changes. Theories change. Laws change.
This is probably why people make themselves a religion. Its as they want it to be. My God never changes. He is beyond my control, but he's not about to not be a God. He wouldn't be a God in the first place at all if he could fall from his lofty position.
Ah but Steph, you've proven to always be there. I tell you things people have never known about me, and trust you with them without hesitation.
You might someday fail me, as I might you, as is the nature of humans and most anything, but not now. Not this day, not this month, not this year. Here I have confidence.
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Kyle, I love how you post great pictures of you and your friends on this blog. It really dresses it up. That pic at the top is hilarious. Those glasses on Ari. Good stuff.
And don't be so hard on yourself. You are a great writer. You will be uber-successful. College will be easier for you than most because you're a solid writer. Keep up the great work.
I truly feel like your blog is an outlet for you. Don't feel obligated to share things you consider too personal, but know that people are reading your blog, and even if they weren't, it can feel good just to get your thoughts off your chest, right?
Haha yes, it always feels good to write here. It's more fun than I thought it would ever be!
And that's the only problem, I want to be as personal as possible, but without getting creepily so... Ha I can't balance that as well as I should and I've got some crap for it, but whatever I guess!
Thanks by the way! I hope your right...and I'm loving the use of the word uber. =)
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