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So I guess I'll sit down on the computer. Didn't come here thinking I would blog, but thats what goes.

If you don't have a story, you don't write. Its basic. But I must write for that all important A that keeps the academic letters coming. Mail from prestigious colleges. Leadership programs sending me "Congratulations Kyle. Due to your academic blah blah"

Well guess what, I know your bull. Before my name there is always a comma. You think I'm that dumb? It doesn't make sense. Your a college sending me a letter cause you think i'm good, you try to make me feel special. But really im just a number.

After you awkwardly say my name 4 times in the letter after the commas where I'm magically inserted, you give me a long meaningless number! Thats what I really am, as far as your concerned. Sign in as your number, contact us using your number, blah. I don't need that. My name is Kyle.

Plus you don't know me. I suppose its best you don't try to kid yourself into using my name at all. I might have straight A's but that could change any quarter. I could get sick a week, and get a B in a class, but be the same person. Same intellegence level. And yet there goes letters from Ivy league colleges. Shoot...

I'm just ranting. Im in a post sick haze. I won't even describe the torture I went through thursday at 2 am.

Lets say I'd rather die than go through it again.

And lets say Im not kidding when I say that. At all!

But hey, I've eaten 2 half decent meals now without violent rejection, though I do feel a bit funky.

I lost 12 pounds.

I can't imagine having to run track again. With soccer right after. I can't even walk the dogs.

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH HOMEWORK I HAVE! God dang, just two days and I'm going to have to struggle twice as hard for a whole week. I don't understand how kids miss so much school and even pass class. I'd rather drop out and try to invent something than miss tons of school and have to do make up work. Its hell.